A very small announcement!!

[AnnieMommy7]

Thank you so much everyone!:-*

I am actually feeling pretty good.  I've just been really tired but then I am having my bi-annual bout of extreme insomnia. Paul has been around in the afternoons so I've had some good naps the last two days.  No cramps, ect and "things" are a lot lighter than my usual period which surprises me.  Emotionally I am doing well also...just rolling with it...  Better early than later is my belief and experience...

So, onward ho and all of that! 

Love,

Annie

[moogie]

Glad to see you in high spirits Annie.

[AnnieMommy7]

Umm...is anyone out there? 

My pregnancy tests just came in the mail and POASaholic that I am I did one and I got a very deep pink second line...a MUCH darker line than I ever got initially!   I didn't see anything happening at first so I walked away for a while but when I came back there they were...two lines!

Could I still be pregnant?? Megs....any vibes?

Help!!!  LOL

Love,

Annie

[kokonutmama]

You could definately still be pregnant.  You know that, sorry.  With Kody I had bleeding almost as heavy as a period, but took a test anyway and lo and behold...
After all this back and forth, it must be hard to know what to feel.  I feel hopefull for you. 

[AnnieMommy7]

Yes, Adrienne....it is really hard to know what to feel but I feel caustiously elated!  And yes, that was a rather boneheaded question coming from a midwife...LOL.  I was/am in shock...

Whew... I feel that I am still pregnant and will confirm with my midwife on Monday!

Deep breaths....hee hee hee whooooo!

Love,

Annie 

[jnezmama02]

Well, I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!!  With Jessie, I took 3 home pg tests and got BFN on all of them, then a blood test at my family dr. b/c something wasn't right and still BFN, then went on vacation for a week, had some serious cramping...thought I was getting AF, came back w/ no period and took a HPT and got a BFP. Crazy, right?  Then, a week later, I had some light bleeding and cramping for a week or two. I thought I was m/c again...but ended up I wasn't. It was just one of those things. OTOH, with both my 1st pg (m/c) and pg w/ Emily, I got two lines almost immediately. So, I think, as you already know w/ your many pg, that anything is possible and each one is slightly different.

Lots of  and  .

[moogie]

yeah, i just didn't feel like sending my commiserations yet.  Not a super positive vibe i'm getting, but definately not negative. still not over in my head.

[HanoiHelle]

Good news. Hoping for all the best for you. 

[jnezmama02]

How are things going today, Annie?  What did your midwife say?

[AnnieMommy7]

Hey Hope...


It's been a really hectic day here...  Anyway, I didn't even bother my midwife as I tested again this a.m. and it was negative and I am fine with that.  This has been a rollercoaster ride and I am ready to get off and move on.  I have questioned the accuracy of the test over the weekend but I tested this brand out before I could even be pregnant to see if they got evap. lines, ect...  The pre-pregnancy trials showed nothing or a very faint grey evap. line...never any wayward pink or pink lines even after the time limit.

I feel fine, the bleeding is wrapping up and we'll give it one more go this month.  After that I think we may go back to having sex for recreational purposes...LOL.  As much as I want another baby I am already so very blessed!

Love,

Annie

[kokonutmama]

OK Annie.  Thanks for the update. 

[jnezmama02]

Sorry to hear this. But, maybe now you can move on and focus on the next time. 

[moogie]

I've heard that once you stop trying that thats usually when it happens.  Like the stress is off then, hell i reckon it should always be for recreational reasons.   

[AnnieMommy7]

LOL Megs...indeed!

I was telling Paul this afternoon that I've been way too wrapped up in procreation and need a little more recreation...LOL!

Love,

Annie

[vbsmith]

Oh Annie, it's a roller coaster of emotions even just reading this!  I don't know what to feel anymore.  I just want you to be happy.